dinkeee

2005-11-02T01:36:00.000+08:00

newsroom was disgusting because
#they were playing bad music ie. aerosmith and hoobastank fuck shit.
#it was i-cant-fucking-breathe packed.

TSK.

thursday thursday!

-

im gonna start studying for blocktest soon!

2005-10-29T02:11:00.000+08:00

>>SENTOSA FOOLS

WAITING FOR QINGSSS

PROVOCATIVE WOMEN

DONGS AND QINGS

DONT BE FOOLED, THERE WAS NO SUN.

STUFFING OURSELVES AT SAKAE

#HALF THE SCIENCE FAC WAS AT THE UNSUNNY ISLAND (WOW SO COOL)
#WE TOOK 106 PHOTOS (WE POSED 106 TIMES)

-

#I WANNA PLAY MAHJONG!
#LAST OFFICIAL DAY OF SCHOOL AT MALAN ROAD
#FOOD REPUBLIC IS KEWL
#YOU ARE SO DISGUSTING, DONT THINK YOURE SO COOL
#I HATE CHERYL PHUA

2005-10-26T01:32:00.000+08:00

today, i did a few of my favourite things (EXCLUDING LOOKING HORRENDOUS)
with a few of my favourite people

we ate

we made ourselves at home

we talked

we laughed

we tried very hard.

and took plenty more pictures than just these
anyhow, my point is,
i am really a very BIG person.

-

yesterday, it felt colder.

2005-10-24T01:24:00.000+08:00

>>15 tickets for corpse bride and ONLY 16 balloons please!

i look like trash but its a happy picture :D

2005-10-23T21:07:00.000+08:00

good news FINALLY came on friday morning:

ive been advanced to jc2 (with an interview)!

thank you dear friends for the past week!
i am one lucky dick because some dint seem to share the same fate.
I FEEL YOUR PAIN! i do i do.

" SUNSHINE AFTER RAIN! SUNSHINE AFTER RAIN! "

-

mahjong last night was so PEK CEK.
not only did i lose, there was also plenty of disagreements over the rules.
TSK.

-

fleeea market excursion ended off with happy beads, hottissss and big gulp
heh heh heh.

2005-10-20T22:10:00.000+08:00

MAN MAN KIA, MAN MAN KIA. CHEEEBYE!

school was good today because school ended early (1 0 45! ) and the side gate opened earlier ( 11 15! ) than usual due to the rain!

over to andy's house to join the late comers for some dvds, chips and cup noodles, then some MAHJONG! when the mahjong set arrived together with the councillors! luck was with me today so semi-robbed them by intruding their mahjong game. SORRY orhkay!

over to chomps for some adam road prawn mee, then over to the pet shop to check out the dogs' youknowwhat(s)! then tried to act cool by sitting outside coffeebean and CHILLIN`

wow i like school days like this one! where i hang out at a fun place with fun things to do rather than the staffroom with that fills me nothing but dissappointments each time. YAY!

2005-10-17T23:43:00.000+08:00

a group of us gathered outside the staffroom bugging teachers from 12 30 til about 3.
they werent much of a help unless you count making me even more confused, helping.
somehow, i found my classmates wanting this more than i do.

and sooooooo.. i question myself -

DO I REALLY WANNA PROMOTE?

and each time the teachers hear the kind of fucked up grades i got,
they seem to give up instantly on trying to up my grades.
that fucks.

2005-10-17T00:40:00.000+08:00

time flies when we're fun
it's a pity these moments don't last
and will never satisfy us.

-

it din't matter if you din't share everything with me
but just to let you know,
i'll be here
just like how you've been there.

2005-10-15T22:37:00.000+08:00

i clean forgot about my results today.
and so, i forgot to tell my mother about it
but i do remember what joy it is shopping with her
please dont scream/ground me when i break the news to you on monday.
i promise i will be good and come home before 1
but im sorry i wont be telling you about clubbing anymore
i will try and study during the holidays although it sounds fucking ridiculous to me
blocks are 4 months away,
ive got to start now, thats what they say.

let me promote conditionally. i promise, i promise ten thousand things.

ANYWAY, im fine LAH.
dont fragile/superficial talk me thank you.

2005-10-15T01:48:00.000+08:00

i think i have wonderful friends who know just what to do to cheer me up. they dint have to speak the words, they just needed to be there.

beneath that childish appearance, theres still alot more substance than i thought.
cant say much here, but thank you lots :)

thank you peipei for stuffing yourself with me. no one understands the joy of eating more than you do.

thank you everyone else, im fine now.
i think i know just what to do.

p.s./ i still hope that the tanks broke and the nemos burst because im sore that im not there.

2005-10-14T16:26:00.000+08:00

and by the end of it,
i felt so crushed.

my grades were totally O F F F

i dont even know what to say anymore. no amount of moderation will push me up and even if they do, i dont see myself coping at all next year. fuck the change of syllabus. how am i gonna face my mother and my sisters. i hate to be controlled but obviously i have just shown the whole fucking world i need to be disciplined. fuck fuck fuckkkkkk! i just felt the fucking classroom laughing at me when i got back maths because i have fucking maths tuition and who the fuck gets a fucking 21% for maths when they have tuition. i feel like such a JOKE. im trying not to make a big fuss but, HOW CAN I NOT. i can fucking laugh it off in front of everyone but i think i need to stop lying to myself.

im just so full of self pity now, although i know its my own fucking fault and no one else's. screwwwww it. thank god its a fucking friday and i dont have to face anyone til monday. thank god theres no one home. UGHH.

i think everything today was set perfect for lousy results. right from chapel to gloomy weather. i swear i swear its such a lousy day. i need a sakae buffet, a kbox session, a tabooo, lots of drinks and lots of prata.

im happy for those who did well, or at least promoted. you deserve it loads more than i do! even if you're unhappy with your results, please just pretend to be contented or i might chop you.

i suddenly remembered what was probably the first thing calvin said to me during orientation when we were writing our GOALS for the year-
"promoting.. is very important you know."

yea now i know, now i know.

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i feel so fucking dumb.

2005-10-13T21:33:00.000+08:00

hi, im desperate!
someone call me out tomorrow please.

im desperate because i am very bored. now that promos are over i suddenly cant remember what i wanted to do. i think i wanna go join kimmie at cartel since she insists theres (according to her standards) some yummy thing there.

results tomorrow and im beyond fucking scared.

2005-10-12T20:54:00.000+08:00

last night, jamie brought a secret boyfriend which was anything but enjoyable/pleasurable/satisfying.
lousy lah jamie lousy!

i flew to school p-fucking-w day

ARGH.

kkkkkkbox!

give me just one more night of your mistake.

2005-10-11T21:09:00.000+08:00

embers, we're burning bridges down
envelopes, stuffed with feelings found.

it feels abnormal having nothing to do at all except think about WRONG things
plans screwed up, i roll i roll!

i shall grant myself some life yay.

2005-10-09T17:58:00.000+08:00

orhkay, lets not talk about last night
because i feel YUCK about it.

and so, promos ended on friday
it was karen's birthday as well, what double happiness!

daddy came on home on friday too
and we received bad news from home (malaysia) !

-

i think i have some cleaning up to do

2005-10-03T02:24:00.000+08:00

5 more days and we're done!

meanwhile, its *PANIC* *PANIC*

2005-10-01T01:06:00.000+08:00

happy birthday sisterrrrrrrrr.

we tried.

killer peep toes that killed me feet
i resorted to zara fitting room to stick on plasters

studying is meaningless!
screw THEE promos

daddy's coming next weekend instead
7th october to be exact
DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT!

had prata with the usuals (because i only have those few friends)

ooh! get me away from here i'm dying
play me a song to set me free
nobody writes them like they used to
so it may as well be me
here on my own now after hours
here on my own now on a bus
think of it this way
you could either be successful or be us
with our winning smiles, and us
with our catchy tunes, and us
now we're photogenic
you know, we don't stand a chance

the HAHA song

2005-09-27T19:43:00.000+08:00

hardcore?

i think tiffles is a psychic

gp was fucked up and i dint feel very nice
so i thought i deserved a break.

HAHA kidding, kidding.

while the rest went to mug mug mug for the bleeding papers next week,
brothers 1,2,3 went to watch the brothers grimm
brother 1 thought it was pretty damn good
brother 2 thought it was alright
and brother 3 thought it sucked dick.

i think brother 1 should go fuck herself because she dint deserve
watching a movie.

you have the right to reject me okay!

hang in there, its 1 down 5 to go and 10 to a special day!

2005-09-26T23:27:00.000+08:00

i finally found it!
(ripped! courtesy of sajc photographic society)

err so, how do write an AQ?

2005-09-25T21:54:00.000+08:00

next week shall be hardhardhardcore studying because retaining isnt the coolest thing

thereafter shall be hardhardhardcore playing and exercising because "we deserve it" and i am very fat.

2005-09-24T14:33:00.000+08:00

i got a heart full of pain, head full of stress

handfull of anger, held in my chest

uphill struggle

blood sweat and tears

nothing to gain

everything to fear

-

the secret of my secret boyfriend(s) exposed
shopped too much, studied too little
weekly outings shrank to weekly meetings at prata house

pumps pumps pumps

my latest;
granny's style

2005-09-20T21:06:00.000+08:00

self declare: 7 45am

today,
i attended nothing
16 out of 25 people turned up for school
kinky talks HAHA
fried mars bars and gelare on tuesdays

yesterday,
i attended nothing (unless you count pw)
15 out of 25 people turned up for school
mass pon for gp
skucusnivog caught us eating macdonalds in the caf during her lesson HAHA
she smiled when she saw us HAHA

give me a reason why i should go to school tomorrow and for tomorrow's tomorrow and tomorrow's tomorrow's tomorrow.

im a fucking dick shit and i deserve it if i retain.

2005-09-19T00:37:00.000+08:00

NOT STUDYING AT ALL

RETAIN ALREADY LAH.

DADDY'S COMING HOME SOON.
BAD TIMING. BAD TIMING.

2005-09-17T01:18:00.000+08:00

>>TRIED VERY HARD.

i am very happy today woohooo!

i've taken for granted everything that was back then.

we've lost it, and im tired of trying.

i'm just thankful for this group of special people

always just one call away.

2005-09-14T21:43:00.000+08:00

problematic kids who make things out of nothing.

absence makes the heart grow

fonder or colder?

to tell you the truth, im tired from trying so damn hard to please you

just like when she took a step back,

the questions she couldnt answer? dont bother.

after all, some things are better left unsaid.

2005-09-12T18:24:00.000+08:00

one of those rare laughable moments

uh but i still hate school hate school hate school.

you dickshits.

2005-09-11T22:03:00.000+08:00

i'm far from ready to go back to school because i have a mountain of overdue and still incompleted assignments from last term and the thought of my 415/515 (fjb) days and certain dickheads make me sick.

going back to school's just a horrible horrible nightmare.

anyone interested to youknowyouknow,

im always one call away haha.

made a bad choice of staying home yesterday and got nothing done

made a wise decision of studying out today, i am (finally) feeling a sense of accomplishment!

about time, you say.

i feel like superwoman! 2am til early, 10am til late.

zzzzz. give me 36hours :/

i wish every study session was like today!

peipei and i were talking about old times, the old times all the way from primary one!

from who we once declared bestfriends with,

to who tried to steal our bestfriend to be their bestfriend,

to who we were once oddly close to,

to results (I CAME IN FIRST IN CLASS FOR P6 MIDYEARS),

to how friends FAN LIAN BU REN REN after all that dickshits that have happened

and to everything that is today.

uhh 11 years flew by and its wonder how we've become such

whateverbeaver togetherforever frenz4eva_88 friends all over again.

i cant emphasize that enough but i think we're getting old,

and like you said, everything's just unpredictably.. unpredictable.

2005-09-09T01:01:00.000+08:00

under-studying felt more like over-studying

sitting on your ass for one bleeding afternoon

doing maths you cant do makes you a..

SIAOCHARBO.

a slice of bread, coffee and sweets just aint

enough to sustain big girls for the whole day

we ended having dinner only at 9!

because we intended some yummy (but sibeisian) prata

and decided we needed to starve first haha

but somehow our cocked up brained landed us in town

trash and deep talks from coffeebean to kfc taka to kfc fareast

to hongkie dessert makes me very tired!

we felt.. drunk haha.

>>>side track

nike v.s puma

new bag new bag!

for mini pictures, click youknowwhere!

2005-09-08T03:21:00.000+08:00

new look.

you might face difficulty

3 bleeding weeks to promos,

wake up darlings.

been over eating and over sleeping

i wish i would over study haha.

a break is good

someone said

2005-09-06T17:00:00.000+08:00

kl trip

me and my mom, mom and aunt, me and jas, aunties and uncles, me and mom, ba ku teh, sunway lagoon- inverter, OMF! red-boxing! madam kwan's RM19 nasi lemark (shiok)

lots of shopping, eating and playing

just a little bit of visiting

life's unpredictable :/

its back to my never-ending nightmare

2005-09-04T00:59:00.000+08:00

it was a sad morning but sunway and mahjong made it up

its not a great place to be,
but i think its a good GET-AWAY (from everybody)

oopssss i did it again

2005-09-01T22:25:00.000+08:00

we might just drift another 10,000 miles

but dont you see, caring is just too tiring.

no one asked me out today!

i am sad i am sad i am very very sad

its kl for the next few days

theres some happy and not so happy business to be done!

have fun at the barbeque without me :)

2005-09-01T13:22:00.000+08:00

>>there's never a dull moment

bring back the days when we were happy-go-lucky

2005-08-29T19:59:00.000+08:00

you must be the most sympathetic bitch i've ever came across

nothing matters to you more than yourself

it hit me bad when they mentioned this one person

who was once there but not any more.

ohkkkkkay on lighter note,

-laoshi has once again forgiven us!

and all of us (INCLUDING TIFFLES), passed chinese test!

im determined to be beat TIFFLES in the next chinese test because i am sore.

-xxx's not coming tomorrow means we dont have to hand in gp compre and file!

-no prac crit tomorrow! means we dont have to hand in lit assignment!

-tomorrow's the last proper school day for everyone :D

wooohooooo that just made up for everything

2005-08-28T22:09:00.000+08:00

im drained of all that humour
im sick and tired of pretending

last night ended off with another round of prata,
so much for my mcritchie talk.

i think school will be fun next week because we only have 2 proper school days!
i can imagine xxx screaming and throwing me out of class tomorrow
i can imagine all the panic going on on monday night
i wish i would actually do something about it rather just do empty talk all the time
but noooooo..

each time i ask who wants to go back to ij for teachers day,
they all reply me the same thing-
"go back see who!"
i think thats a bloody sad answer to hear
because it only shows what failure teachers we had

2005-08-27T01:56:00.000+08:00

prata house turned mini cj land/ex-ij gathering
woohoo! its a good place to bump into people!

vanessa happily sat down and started bitching

about every tom, dick and harry haha.

cheryl and charmaine CAUGHT IN THE ACT!
its okay, we're used to it.

talked and talked and talked

while our table piled up with plates and cups

5 egg
1 plain
1 egg&onion
1 cheese
2 banana
2 beehoon goreng
3 ice lemon teas
1 winter melon
2 milo dinosaurs
1 teh
4 girls.

mcritchie, here i come!

2005-08-25T19:19:00.000+08:00

hi, honeymoon's over
"whatever you do in the course of the remaining 4 weeks,
is about to change the course of life".

imaginary dinkeee, reshox and binn/iredt is all we ever talk about these days
i predict exciting wednesday afterschools from now on haha.

i think its a bad season for everyone
im surrounded by fake people oh no.
they just come and go oh no.

2005-08-23T20:53:00.000+08:00

and i blame myself because i make things hard
and you're just trying to help.

i'm sorry i've been so irritating

2005-08-21T21:48:00.000+08:00

wow. today is MY day!

i received a message in the morning saying "sorry, i cant make it for tuition today".

so my mom, my sisters and i had pepper lunch for lunch and and and i bumped into natchoy there! thank you for squeezing my ass, i miss you very much.

shopping! after 10,000 years please.

-new (girly) track shoes! qings says im on my way to being demure

-phoenix chinese pumps

alot trash shopping and trash eating, i am so guilty and sinful.

i'm gonna start studying soooooon.

2005-08-20T23:25:00.000+08:00

>>> my saturday

2005-08-20T12:58:00.000+08:00

i love saturday mornings because i know theres fun and laughter installed for me for the rest of the day.

talking to youknowwho yesterday was quite sad, yet enlightening.

i wont care when they say im always here but not quite, anymore

i think i'll be happier not trying to make things right again, because shit happens and when shit happens, shit happens.

i guess we've reached the peak

now's just the time that we're taking a dip

its okay, because they say everything will be wonderful someday.

2005-08-18T21:05:00.000+08:00

well you see, everything's not quite the same anymore

so if saturday afternoon doesnt come quickly

i might just explode

because im just down right SAD SAD and SAD and maybe angry and depressed and grumpy and gloomy and unhappy and deprived and somehow neglected.

2005-08-17T21:44:00.000+08:00

detached

is there anyone i can talk to in school anymore?

2005-08-16T19:20:00.003+08:00

..i've lost interest

its 5 weeks left to promos and i need to get my fucking ass down to start studying or retainee i will be! life now already sucks so bad, i cant imagine another year in sa, making friends all over again, and the worse- change of syllabus.

ok im really really really gonna start studying! please stop tempting me into whatever whatever!

i am.. oh so scared.

ANYWAY,
the best part of today was also the worse part of the day-
the class was just enjoying a game of softball when "PPAANNGGGGG"!
the bat came flying towards huis forehead and "PIAKKKK"!
she fell (in slow mo)
the ba-la-ku was HUGE. but the swelling went down lah.

and today was such a LONELY day.
everyone seemed to be ignoring me!
and i felt so annoyed and irritated and.. ARGHHH
i fucking hate school i tell you.

2005-08-14T22:25:00.000+08:00

i suddenly understand why people commit suicide.

haha.

2005-08-14T17:07:00.000+08:00

"dirty little secrets" quote unquote

#suddenly, everyone and everything seems foreign to me. ok maybe except for youknowwho! who managed to turn my friday afternoon upside down after 1 hr of catching up during maths. im glad we talked, cause i feel a thousand miles closer now!

#SHE was being so accusing and annoying, so i ended up spending a rather miserable friday night mapling then sleeping under no stars and waking up pretty blue sky but with a terrible, and i mean TERRIBLE sore throat.

at the end of the day, i think my mother still loves me, quite alot.

#i slept for 7 hours straight after volleyball then another 14 hours after dinner to this morning.

#i feel rejuvenated! ok not really. i currently have a dripping nose and a bad bad cough.

#i shall see the doctor only tomorrow so i have an mc that will hopefully cover me for pe for both days!

#sss anyone? (ask me what it stands for!)

i think its a great day.

2005-08-12T23:45:00.000+08:00

OMF, I NEED A MIRACLE COUGH POTION.

2005-08-10T20:40:00.000+08:00

i dint realise that we nearly had it all

but ha ha ha, its all too fucking late now.

i only remember coughing and mapling today

i remember turning into a she-man overnight and having a failed super travel eating day with 2 of my new found BROTHERS, running to ritz for fireworks, RITZ CARLTON CLUB with 3 of my BROTHERS, alot of walking and alot of i-know-but-i-dont-know-and-dont-care talking from yesterday.

its the dumb things we do, that i find so fun and entertaining

i wish times like these dint end then i'll be really really happy

and so, i suddenly think i like my friends, quite alot.

ok for now, its away from unhealthy lifestyle, and back to school (once and again!) which sucks dick.

2005-08-09T15:32:00.000+08:00

turns out i landed at chinablack with a group of unknown gotham rejects while people i actually planned to go clubbing with, were sitting at macs cause.. they got bounced out.

NOT LOSER, NOT LOSER!

my throat feels bruised.
super travel eating NIGHT later
i think i might just faint.
but i'm definately looking forward to seeing YOU KNOW WHO!
its been long :D

oh and i nearly forgot!
happy birthday singapore!
this is my first year celebrating national day was a singaporean! haha.

sheng, calvin and i, have successfully stayed away from fast food/internet for 40 days!
wow mom. i'm craving for some twister fries please!

2005-08-07T20:34:00.000+08:00

newsroom was okayyyyyy

the music sucked dick.

it ended up just being the very very few of us cause they were being so strict on id

but it was still quite fun!

qings and i had prata in the morning and the hemsem prata man never fails to ask about kim everytime i go there haha.

slept-tuition-slept and suddenly its already 8 30.

ok now i feel like going for gotham penthouse tomorrow haha.

2005-08-05T23:24:00.000+08:00

happy birthday kim!

no fairy-god mothers, no treasure hunts

just a simple ij darrrrlings reunion dinner at simply thai

SUPER TIRED

SUPER BURNT.

2005-08-04T23:22:00.000+08:00

i secretly wish..

alot of things!

i had a bitchy day at school. HEH HEH HEH

secrets of THE BITCH BOOK;
secrets of upwords board;
they must not be revealed.

i think its sad watching people being used.
i think its sad watching what people do to earn themselves a name
i call it cheap.

by the way, sheng's got the biggest fucking balls on earth.
he actually asked shaved his fucking head when they spot checked!
its sooooo unworth it.
LIFE GOES ON.. quote unquote!
the school actually called down not-so-pro barbers haha

im getting all hyped up for the long break :)))))

2005-08-03T20:37:00.000+08:00

blood donation drive

hearts for kar, dino for me

green dinosaur bandage!

3 happy donors from the class :D

the lady was being such a dick when she said "i think the needle is thicker than your vein" (??!!)

okay now my arm feels really weak from tennis.

2005-08-02T21:05:00.000+08:00

there must be something; i dont understand

wow mom.

life's been busy (with my maple story addiction)

school work's been messier than ever with all that skipping of lectures.

today was the first time in years that i only skipped maths lect which the teacher come as well.

im young and hopeless with my blank lecture notes

theres so many things to be done!

-copy CHAPTERS of maths notes

-do pw, i & r (im still not sure what it stands for)

-do othello essay

-catch up with econs!

-borrow geog notes!

other than that, school's been quite fun surprisingly haha.

its the (terrible) tuesday and you dont hear me complaining/skipping school.

violent pepsi cola was HA HA HA, so unglam!

monopoly was haha i ended bankrupt and that was really sad.

so far so good! no boring after schools JUST AS YET :DD

2005-07-31T19:40:00.000+08:00

ooh ooh ooh

shes following me

ooh ooh ooh

shes out of her tree

ooh ooh ooh

shes off of her rocker

i wanna marry my stalker!

cute song cute song!

pasar malam diesel tee-shirt

flare cut jeans

mr pus-sy #2 in the making.

thats my new maths tutor for you.

i know calvins from both worlds.

okay.

i dont feel like retaining anymore!

skipping school is so thrilling hahahaha.

2005-07-31T01:23:00.000+08:00

bitch, i'm hoping both girls dumped you.

finally met up with nic after 10,000,0000 years.

see you again next year haha.

finally met up with kim and dan and pei altogether!

i feel so happy that we are all BOO-less HAHA!

i like it when i meet up with old, but not so old friends.

i can be my ugliest haha.

thank you kim for the you know what.

see you next saturday! HAHA.

dan, you can upgrade to fullerton on 02 01 06 thank you!

finally met up with the weekly outing minus kim and yiwen yesterday

i feel so sad cause they have all got it going on with their you know who(s)

its ok! i've got my AHMAD hahahaha.

anyway! all the best to cheryl and vincent :)

and i think tiff, you deserve better.

yesterday was full of cheap thrills

and i think we need more cheap thrills to spice up our not so exciting lives.

- x, xx and xxx (for safety reasons!) climbed out of school!

totally pointless if you ask me but the process was just so exciting lah.

- catching fishies namely piakpiak, tiaktiak, zhenzhen and bombom at newater plant pond!

you're never too old to do anything ok!

2005-07-27T22:23:00.000+08:00

1. i saw something i shouldn't have today.

AND I RATHER NOT SEE IT AT ALL :/

i should have never touched anything.

shall keep my filthy hands off and my fucking mouth shut.

2. learning fest 2005 - wednesday and thursday

nothing interests me nowadays :(

wont be difficult to guess what i'll be doing tomorrow.

lousy lousy lousy!

2005-07-26T21:32:00.000+08:00

i had fun today

CAN ANYONE GUESS WHY?

because,

MISS XXX SKIPPED SCHOOL TODAY/TUESDAY.

wooopeeedoooo. our invitation has become way too exclusive.

but no worries! kelebin and i insist that we are super fun people with super normal ideas which leaves us with nothing else, but a superbbbbb day!

it wont be difficult to guess why i had fun.

super kboxers.

2005-07-24T21:33:00.000+08:00

my life sucks dick okay.

i wanna skip school forever and ever.

cant we just hit the restart button?

2005-07-24T01:05:00.000+08:00

cheesy tourist day

chijmes!

old chang kee

esplanade

stairs!

it was town - chijmes - city link - esplanade - marina square - city link - town.

i really do dumb things when im with peizhen.

act life no life. HAHA

the idea of cheesy tourist day popped up when we were bored in town.

our idea failed when the places we went to were too damn crowded.

next time next time!

we had fun anyway! hahahahahahhaha

the zara part was fucking funniest.

MY GOD. i nearly died laughing when we...

we had fun. we had fun!

pictures ---> here

rapture

i think we look like trash but its okay. haha

rapture was pretty cool.

well done jilyn and amelia! we are proud of you guys! haha

we will have more foresight next time, right qings?

kim's failed class barbecue after that. hahahaha

i ate whatever that was cooked. not bad okay.

2005-07-21T21:58:00.000+08:00

racial harmony day

sexy ladies of a42! NONE of the guys wore costume.

i like this! although i look horrible

cute malay enthusiast from a12

racial harmony in sa is nothing like ij's.

i felt so AA the entire day cause majority were wearing school uniform.

thanks all i borrowed the sari from!

anyhow, boring school days can also be tiring.

theres really no motivation to study at all.

been skipping lectures everytime i feel like it

my pathetic grades dont seem to have an effect on me.

wake up man. wake up!

i cant seem to do things right.

MY GOD.

why like that. why like that!

i feel lousy.

get away?

we need it.

2005-07-19T22:28:00.000+08:00

"hello there,

a penny for your thoughts? "

the only reason why i still go to school on tuesdays is, because mr ho always insist on mcs/letters.

i felt so SIAN today.

like seriously fucking SIAN.

sitting in the caf gets SIAN when we run out of topics to talk/cock

mother father gets SIAN when you just cant think of anything that rhymnes

boggle gets SIAN when you keep losing

afterschool is offically SIAN no matter where we go

i dont like school

WOW MOM, how is that surprising.

best part of the day?

my sister is home!

im not lonely at home anymore.

2005-07-17T21:45:00.000+08:00

happy 21st birthday lin yanqin!

i'll will seeing you in 2 days
cant wait :D

2005-07-16T22:46:00.000+08:00

konstantine came walking down the stairs
doesnt she look good
standing in her (kitty) underwear
that shit's been stuck in my head ever since i saw the hellokitty underwear just now

my mother your father
your father my mother
lets play the mother father game
sounds like the mother fucker game
heh heh heh.

its fun if you're the one clapping and trying to think of something that rhymes
its annoying/irritating if you're the one whos just listening.

that was our source of entertainment yesterday!

anyway, it was commendation yesterday.
one word - boring.
good thing is, we were released at 9!

happy belated birthday cais!
our surprise was no surprise but we hope you liked it anyway.

went to the acjs carnival today.
excuse me, i am no pedophile.
haha but i do see alot of future youknowwho(s)!
no one came to spend my 23840580 coupons with me!

over to kelebin's house to do boring stuff.
MG. saturdays have become so boring!
we must go out next week okay.
momo club perhaps? HAHA.

2005-07-14T18:18:00.000+08:00

troublesomethursday

1. woke up late
2. no seats on the bus
3. prac crit test ate up my break
4. mr s
5. econs test catch no balls
6. ms k
7. mr s

just as i was saying she no longer had energy to scream at people

i was so bloody wrong.

everyone else was super stale today.
sheng was no irritating device
calvin stomped off

CHEER UP MAN.
life goes on (quote unquote gp lecturer)

best part of the day?

lunch at 4 30. by then, all that thief shit had made me feel so :/ i wasnt hungry anymore.
sat there, talked about how fun the orientation days were.. when you still had nothing of shit results to think about and your fear of retaining wasnt eating you up inside yet.

i miss the times when we were still curious about one another.

now that we see each other so much, we're running out of topics

boring after school(s) and stoney silences :/

STALE; thats what i mean.

2005-07-13T21:05:00.000+08:00

superlousy wednesday

geog F (WHY! IM SO SAD.)

maths F (i should sack my tutor)

econs confirm F (screw econs)

lit E (but FUCK PRAC CRIT! i might just get another F)

GP B4 (im shocked)

chinese C5 (im proud)

okay, now you know, so stop asking.

arghhhhhhhhh. i ffffed everything!

im stuck with a lousy 15 points!

IM HALF MY WAY TO PROMOTING/RETAINING.

IM SO SCREWED I FUCKING SWEAR.

WHO AM I TO BLAME.

i had it coming! i had it coming!

BUCK UP MAN. BUCK UP!

tennis was probably the best part of the day

we were baking under the sun

i said thank you to a thief!

ARGHHHH FUCK PRAC CRIT!

i dont have a break til 2 45 tomorrow because i have to take the fucking test during my ONLY TRIPLE break.

I SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMM

2005-07-11T21:03:00.000+08:00

if everyday was a happy monday like today

i will be happy everyday!

i was soooo hyper today!

captains ball

queens for pasarmalam snacks

unlimited scoops of ice cream-

law of diminishing marginal utility attained when we surrendered at the 3rd/5th/6th/7th cup.

heh heh heh talk about staying til last order at 10 15 pm.

2005-07-10T22:42:00.000+08:00

5 45am.. squeezy 855.. F exam scripts.. zzz lectures and tutorials..test..cca

its back to school all over again.

its gonna stay like this.. for the next few months :/

2005-07-09T21:37:00.000+08:00

my complete waste of time;
but i'll keep waiting.

stayed home today.
nothing was tempting enough to get me off my lazy ass

i think i miss my sister
shes coming home soon :D
this must be her best birthday present-
away from me! away from us! having fun in london!
yes yes shes alive haha.

im in for some late night bitching heh heh heh.

i wish our conversations never ended

2005-07-08T23:16:00.000+08:00

today is a happy day :D

college day was total rubbish.

running out of school was fun! cheap thrill cheap thrill haha.

town town town!

far east chicken rice!

met peizhen!

fantastic 4! hahahahaha

jessica alba is hot stuff! johnny is cute stuff!

bummed around trying to look for people HAHA

we had a nice longggg talk over prata!

2 weeks worth of bitchy stuff all came spilling out

i felt like my old self again.

yay 3 cheers to us and our 11 years of friendship!

im happy today heh heh heh

2005-07-07T23:42:00.000+08:00

i have been told that im..

haggard

am i?!

playing games that you'll never win

is oh so tiring.

i wasnt supposed to care!

this is so confusing.

other than that, it was a sleepy day for me

zzz.

2005-07-06T23:06:00.000+08:00

happy birthday qings!

sad to say, IM SO GLAD ITS ALL OVER NOW.
and im glad that most of us had fun.

the blindfolding and lying
the happy (budget) meal
the traffic man dance
the busty boys
the breast hug!

it was such a stressful day
i kept losing my temper..

big fat apologies to youknowwho!
i hope you dint get into shit with your mom.

im a lousy birthday planner!

UGHHH IM GLAD ITS ALL OVER.

oh, and i cant tell you how proud i am of juice and myself!
i cant stop bragging about our chinese haha.
ask me!

i'll think about other things tomorrow

2005-07-05T22:53:00.000+08:00

>>happy birthday vivien! (again)

thanks for dinner! i loved the t.rex prawns haha.

>>oral was a disaster!

ARGHHHHH IM STRESSED!

I HAD IT COMING.

I KNEW IT. I KNEW IT. I KNEW IT!

2005-07-05T00:36:00.000+08:00

initial D.
fucking good.

jay's damn style.
jay's daddy is sooo cute.
edison's.. fuckable.

i'll marry whoever owns an ae86.

kbox.
satisfied :D

im allergic to you.
stay away please.

2005-07-03T14:30:00.000+08:00

i was a busy woman yesterday HAHA.

>>sheng's birthday!
although anaconda was in chinese and ktv was a failure
but pool was fun!
and its the company that counts ok.

oh, and the apron was cool!

>>vivien's (expensive) birthday!
im glad i dint turn up for the dinner.
but i spend half an hr walking aimlessly along SINGAPORE RIVER alone :/
finally found them along singapore river haha,
then we had to climb fort canning and found a waving man standing among the trees HAHA.
left them to hanky panky for a few hours while we headed down to vivien's house for the next surprise!
she was "surprised" haha.
talked and took ugly photos HAHA!

these people plan such elaborate birthday surprises for their friends!
from treasure hunts to fairy god-mothers to surprise at fort canning/home

wahhh, KIM I ALSO WANT! PLAN FOR ME, THANK YOU.

so xues, nais, boons, xiaos, when's our weekly outing resuming? HAHA

2005-07-01T22:05:00.000+08:00

i had really lousy day

this must be the saddest liberation celebration

2005-06-30T22:10:00.000+08:00

(ALMOST) END OF COMMON TEST

>>> british/india

>>> i peep

>>> off the machine

i dont feel very happy/extremely relieved because i dint put much effort for cts.

promos, i fear!

lets go mug

2005-06-29T18:40:00.000+08:00

how come nothing good comes out of my mouth?

i seldom hear praises coming from me

i think im going to hell haha.

geog was probably ACEBLE if i studied.

maths was OMFFF KILL ME.

lit was.. " eh? how come i dont remember this part."

FFFF F9 F9 predicted.

work hard for promos, i will/must!

can hardly contain my JOY when i think about 1pm tmr!

unofficially free for many of us! but AIYAH.

2005-06-27T21:21:00.000+08:00

i am not who i am! -iago

lit's been interesting.

>cais can translate othello language into english!
>cais can sprout othello rubbish!

i am so amazed.

im a shallow/dense reader.
i dont go deep in thought.

cais, can i borrow your brain tomorrow?

anyhow, gp was bad, and always have been for me
its ONLY an f9!
im used to it

2005-06-26T21:19:00.000+08:00

school starts tomorrow and that FUCKS.

it wouldnt have been that bad if we could just skip all the lessons and play boggle or something.

but nooooooo..
we have common test
OH JOY.

young and hopeless;
thats what they call it.

2005-06-25T20:55:00.000+08:00

just a little bit-

cant wait for the day when i'll be doing things more worthy than studying for bloody tests that eventually no one will ever give a fuckkkkkk about.

some day last year, i thought olevels was a fucking killer.

I WAS SOOOO WRONG.

somehow, it feels like as though i can accomplish anything, if i survived the alevels.

-

dont see how i can pass my promos.

i shall go touch my geog notes for the first time since hols began.

2005-06-23T22:16:00.000+08:00

mango sale>>
9am
crowded!
manymany familiar faces.
mirror stripping session
my mother is so auntie.
i want more

kim's house>>
blur mr and mrs smith
zzz madagascar, kim laughs by herself
STUDY
loser/ugly bags!
UGLY KIMBERLY HAHAHAHAHA.

2005-06-23T01:15:00.000+08:00

i dont remember walking into the exam hall so unprepared before.
is it scary?

>>happy birthday mother.
i think we have a love-hate relationshop here.

i picked up the phone last night and dialled ---------.
its been long i swear.
it turned out to be a bitchy affair

i dont think im getting a phone call tonight. sadly.
so i might go sleep now since i have to wake up at an ungodly hour of 7 30 tmr.
anything for mango sale.
harrr what if i walk out of the store empty handed?
i wish i was working!
URGHHHH.

2005-06-21T20:25:00.000+08:00

I HAD SO MUCH FUN TODAY :DD

my fucked up day decided to take a 720 degrees change after

1. waking up late (no kbox, no motivation)
2. more spotted sprouting pimples
3.waiting for another 1 hour before calvin came.

wah that jibai never fails to come an hour after me no matter what time we meet.

juice came and i was happily reading through DEMAND AND SUPPLY when the idea of kbox came back to us again. haha and somehow juice agreed to go!

and sooo..

the SEXY, the NAUGHTY and the BITCHY found themselves ditching their econs/maths notes/harry potter and were on their way to kbox cine for some spicing up of their lives!

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

thats the future superstar.
he knows a mountain of chinese songs please!
it must be a boon lay thing haha.

we were practically screaming at the top of our voices when those fannoying shits kept popping in and reminding us that our time was up.

wooohooooo! I WANT MORE.
im depressed no more!
i love juice for today.
i love kbox even more.

2005-06-21T01:52:00.000+08:00

if only you were ever talking about me.
at least i would know, you've tried.

cheated, i have been.
depressed, i feel.

come soulmate, lets run away to somewhere only we know

lets go to kbox land.

life's been so unfair.

this must be the effects of mugging-not.

2005-06-19T16:58:00.000+08:00

over due pictures.
click here

dont bother. its boring.

as you can see, i have finally changed the pictures.
not spectecular, but for the sake of change, yup.
i know they look kind of scary especially the one in the middle haha
and i even managed to look fat in the some of the pictures.
im just sick of editting.
one of the pictures are unclickable by the way.
i just put it in so i could have a bigger box.

ive been in a rather irritable mood.

my phone bill was omf, scary.
and its to be continued.

i think msfuckerbitch is trying to cheat my mother's money.

i think 2 hours of maths tuition is enough to kill my brain cells.

i cant set my priorities right.
and its not just studies im talking about.

im tired. zzz.

2005-06-18T23:32:00.000+08:00

i'd do anything if you cared.

im really tired.
like seriously really tired.
and i think im will be throughout tomorrow as well!

it was another well spent day with my lovelies.
major photo taking session at tcc please!
the nose digger, ear digger and teeth picker HAHA.
pool sucked.
prata rocked.

i have yet to upload my shanghai photos.
blame shutterfly!

2005-06-18T00:51:00.000+08:00

omg im so tired.

it started off bright and early for me today!
9 become 10 at harbour to study. it was quite, but not really productive cause we just cldnt solve sums. but we were concentrating ok! im gonna be a mug mug mugger.

stef's unsuccessful surprise farewell party was pretty well spent
4/6ers gathered at a bench and we just talked and talked and laughed and talked and talked and laughed and talked. i remember how it felt like to insult people! haha and having them to insult you right back. i remember how relaxing it felt to just laugh with your mouth wide open.
mr tan came too and hes.. still so lame.
A LU MEE NEE IIII. hahahaha but first we have to get on the periodic table! and we are all noble people.

i miss ij. and you will never realise that until you leave.

i'll miss you stef! see you 16th dec :(
please take care of yourself!

lets go cry now.

2005-06-17T00:30:00.000+08:00

xxxxxxxxxclusive invitation :D

even if i dint eat salad..
even if the tofu and cheese dint go too well..
even if it wasnt the best pasta or the best mudpie i've tasted..

i totally appreciated what youknowwho and youknowwho did for us today!

cant really say i was touched, but thanks!
i dint regret going. haha like really seriously dint.. like seriously seriously!

and and and thanks for the shirt! the BIG shirt for a BIG person.
i will wear it someday.. when we go to the zoo haha.

oh and thanks youknowwho for the matching communist cap you bought me! haha i really think we were communicating through our, erm, hearts when we were in china!

and i guess we're not go far apart anymore! maybe 550m now?

is this discreet enough?!

2005-06-15T21:21:00.000+08:00

im home! finally.

it feels good to be home!

i realise, i have a ton, a heap, a hill, a mountain, a valley, a younameit, things to do!
so much to study so little time! dint even touch my geog/econs stuff when i was in shanghai! all i did was the baby maths stuff.

HUR I HAVE NO BALLS TO SIT FOR COMMON TEST.
I AM SCARED.

i think i only have time to mug till next week.

so many things, so little time!
give 36hrs please.

photos another day

2005-06-15T01:04:00.000+08:00

i will be home.. later in the night.

my 2 weeks here flew by.

its been quite fun actually! haha i found another good shopping place.

but..
i think ive done enough shopping and bonding
i think i had enough of spits/rude/unfriendly/impolite/ugly people/disgusting toilets
i think i had enough of being lonely!

its time i go home!

goodbye daddy

2005-06-11T20:29:00.001+08:00

i dont think i ever shopped so much a day in my entire life.
i wanna go there again! haha

its like an air-conditioned version of chatuchak market.

msn/msg me!

zzz.

2005-06-11T20:29:00.000+08:00

hellochina.

2005-06-11T20:28:00.001+08:00

been stuffing myself! i likeee.

2005-06-11T20:28:00.000+08:00

all of it today.

2005-06-11T20:26:00.000+08:00

tote anyone?

2005-06-11T20:25:00.001+08:00

beads.

2005-06-11T20:25:00.000+08:00

mystarbuy! 2 bucks only!

2005-06-09T21:41:00.000+08:00

come and sit right next to me

bored, i am.

blog 5 times a day, i could.

i stayed home today!
away from shopping yes.

tear up the maths tys, i could!
fail.

if only i knew how to do maths! it would be so fun.
i can just stay home for the remaining 6 days.

meanwhile, the econs and geog notes are collecting dust.
fail.

lit- fail! sure fail.
so why bother wasting my time?

im online so often now, its no longer amusing :(
haha

randomnation>>

home cooked food, i miss!

a big smile for a big person.
i think you get it

2005-06-09T13:30:00.000+08:00

im officially sick of my mother's voice.

i had enough of her talking cock and bothering me!

shes expecting me to study when she keeps talking and talking and talking and talking and talking and talking.

OMG.

shhhhhhhhhh.